Posts with tag: "personal"
May 06, 2015

Did you read Part 1 of my spring break story? If not, catch up here

Our first port stop was Cozumel. The kids were so excited to visit a new country. And the disembarkation was crazy fun with music, dancing, balloon animals and more. The pier was long and we had another ship docked next to us. It was full of retired people and they seemed quite annoyed by our spring break party ship pulling up. 

We chose to do an excursion in each city. We had studied the choices and tried to take everyones likes and dislikes into consideration. We decided to do the water park. It had a little bit of everything. Pool, ocean, slides, hammocks, and sand. The kids loved the huge floating obstacle course. You had to swim out in the ocean to do it. It was not easy. For people who did not have a strong upper body, getting back up after falling off proved difficult. But, I don't know anyone like that. wink wink. 

Before going on the trip Eden decided that she REALLY wanted her hair braided. No matter how much of her spending money (thank you Grandma and the Smith superbowl pot)  it took. She sat for an hour as two women worked fast to get her big curly thick head of hair all braided up. 

I told you this place made us all happy, right? Let me show you why.....

I ain't no dummy. These massages were like $45 an hour as opposed to the ones on the ship which were like $125 or something absorbent like that. 

Next stop: Belize

 
April 21, 2015

WOW, almost a year since I blogged last. That is crazy. Are you still here? I understand if you have moved on. I have redone my website, moved into my office, and am FINALLY ready to go. Blog posts are coming. Regularily. Starting right now. 

We took a spring break vacation. After all the RV living and house building, we were ready for some R and R. We took a family cruise and got to stop at 3 port cities. I will do a short post on each port city and tell you a little about what we did. I know the grandparents and family are chomping at the bit to see the photos. 

If you are looking for beautiful travel photos, look elsewhere. For me to really relax, I left my big girl cameras and lenses at home. I only brought my phone camera and a point and shoot camera. None of these images will WOW you, but they will be enough to jog my memory and remember the awesome vacation. My kids love the photos no matter how grainy and poorly lit they are. That is what matters. 

We flew to Texas. My first time there. It was nothing like I had expected. It seemed just like home, only warmer and flat. We drove from DFW to a city called Pasadena (outside Houston). It was pretty and green. I had imagined desert and tumbleweeds and cowboys. I didn't see any of that. 

The boat was smaller than our last cruise ship, which was perfect for the kids. They could find their way around easily and felt confident without us glued to their sides. I was not as confident as they were. But, they proved to always stick togther and be on time. I guess they are growing up. The kids club on the ship was amazing. Think summer camp. They had counselors and theme nights and the kids never wanted to leave. Hubby and I had not expected that and were taken a little off guard. The kids did go to all the port cities with us, but when on the ship, they much preffered their new "best friends" they had made only days before. Its beautiful to watch kids make friends in 10 minutes and not think twice about it. 

Eden had little girls calling our room looking for her. Quite the social butterfly. Her favorite part of the cruise was all the fun kids acitivties and the friends she made. 

Elijah played a lot of basketball. His team even took first place in the 3 on 3 tournament. It did take awhile to get used to the fenced ceiling. He had to adjust his shot a bit. He also loved all the food. I don't think the cruise ship made any money on him. He consumed more bacon and sausage and burgers than I care to share. 

We had a basic room but did uprade to the balcony. I need to have air and windows. It was very small, but after RV living, we were not bothered by it. Actually, we laughed that our cruise ship bathroom was much bigger than our RV bathroom. I am sure were were the only family on the boat to think our bathroom was big. 

A small bed came down from the ceiling by lock and key for little miss and Elijah slept on the fold out chair. We had the double bed. It was really two small beds pushed together. As long as you didn't get close to the crack in the middle, it was great. The sky bed was put up every morning by our awesome room steward. Speaking of, he was quite a hit in our room with all his awesome towel animals. 

Can you figure out what they all are? top: cat and frog. left: monkey. center: dinosaur. right: bull dog. The elephant and mouse were awesome, but I didn't get a photo of them. 

 

Just to prove I was acutally on the trip

 

and the strangest food I saw on the boat:

Gross. None of us sampled that. 

Here is our boat. The Norwegian Jewel. 

Stay tuned to hear about all the fun we had in Cozumel, Belize, and Honduras. I promise to even tell you about the time I had to use the restroom REAL bad, on a bus, filled with people, in the middle of no where......

 
November 16, 2013
Back in August we scored tickets to Hawaii on Allegiant for $98 each way. And I knew that after four months of living in the RV, we would need a break. 
I didn't anticipate how much I would love having a bedroom door, washer and dryer, dishwasher, full size fridge, and a real bathroom. Sun, water, waves? They don't hold a candle.  
We booked the beachfront condo online and hoped for the best.
We didn't anticiapte how gorgeous it would be.
 Yep, thought you needed a real life shot (taken by my daughter) of me in my jammies with fluffy hair
 I stressed about whether I wanted to bring my NICE camera and heavy lenses, or just the old point and shoot. I decided on to bring my old sorta nice DSLR with a cheap lens and our stand by waterproof point and shoot. All the photos in todays post were taken with a point and shoot. My  DSLR is still packed up tight. 


the kids have never played in the ocean, so we had a quick lesson. And then I stepped back and anticpated the waves

We headed out on the rocks for a walk tonight, I anticipated the light... and wished I had brought out my real camera. Not bad for a point and shoot, eh?
 
I am anticipating a good week.... stay tuned
 
May 06, 2013

I love my job 

a lot

capturing families together

stopping time for a few moments

creating a moment to remember

witnessing laughter

firsts

and lasts

and all the inbetween

real life

the good

and the bad

being real

helping people feel comfortable in their own skin

playing games with kids

tricking them

bribery

passion

laughter

But, too often, I fail to capture my own family

My wrist hurts from shooting other people all weekend

Its not a great backdrop

the rental is ugly

the lighthing is wrong

its mid day

there will be distractions in back ground

when would I have time to edit them anyway?

I need to get paid clients their photos

 

and then I take a deep breathe

count to 10

and remember how much I love photos

I love my family

they love photos

and they don't care if there are color casts from the slip in slide on their face

so, I went for it yesterday

bad, mid-day lighting, blown out areas, and all

I have to say

as a mom

I love these photos

alot

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January 28, 2013

If you have known me for very long, you know I don't do puke. Ever. I can't. 

Lucky for me, we don't get sick. Hubby and I have not puked in almost 9 years. The kids have each puked only once or twice in their lives. 

Hmm... is this too much puke talk? This is real life. Deal. 

When the kids have been sick, my fantastic husband handles it and all is well. If I smell it, then we have more puke to clean up. Catch my drift? 

I know some of you good mommy bloggers don't talk about your kids, because it's their story to share. I applaud you. I am not that momma. Maybe when we get to middle school. For now, they are flesh of my flesh and I have a big mouth. I need to share. Or I will explode. Lesser of two evils.

This weekend my son was away with a friend at Great Wolf Lodge. Eden and I planned a playdate with a new friend. We were looking forward to it. It was a long weekend due to a birthday party and babysitter, so Sat night I bribed her... yes, I bribe my kids. I told her if she slept till 8am, I would giver her one dollar. Daddy was at work, so it was just us girls. 

Sunday morning she slept and slept and slept. RED flag. Very out of character. I thought she must really want some cash. At 9:04 she came in and asked if she could have her dollar. I was over the moon. We had a super healthy breakfast (donut with sprinkles) and headed to church. When we were coming home, she complained of a stomach ache. I told her to lay on the couch, have some water, and try to use the bathroom. Isn't that the standard tummy ache speech? I asked her to eat some lunch so we could go to her friends house. She barely ate a few grapes and a string cheese. RED flag.

We arrived at the playdate and played. What else do you do at play dates? I didn't hear from her for about 90 minutes. The littles were upstairs and us moms were chatting over chai tea. All was well in the universe. Then she wanted to use the bathroom and wanted me to come with her. Weird. RED flag. Once in the restroom she showed me her panites... with runny poopies in them. Maybe I should post a disclaimer at the top. Graphic content.

Back to the story. Not sure what to do. Stuck in a bathroom of a new friends house. This is not my forte. This wasn't in the "how to be a mom" handbook. I explained her choices were to borrow undergarments, which she thought sounded embarrasing and terrible, or wear her jeans home - comando style. She was not wearing her own clothes at this moment, little girls play dressup. Darn. Both options required help from the outside world. We sat for a few minutes. I thought she would calm down and make an educated decision. Then I made the decision for her and left the bathroom for help. Did I mention this was our first playdate here? The mom was gracious and super helpful. Eden wanted to leave immediately. RED flag. 

We came home and she wanted to lay down and watch a movie. She had a few more trips to the bathroom. RED flag. In our new rental, there are hardwoods everywhere but the bedrooms. In the bedrooms is nice long thick shag style carpet. I love it. We bought all the furntirue off cragislist for the rental for the exception of one borrowed fabric chair. She of course wanted to lay on the cozy lounger fabric chair. So would I. The leather or pleather is cold. We watched Cinderella and were just starting Beuaty and Beast. She had been fine for like 3 hours. 

Dear son returns home at this moment. So glad to see him. Can't wait to hear all about his first big weekend away. He has a huge grin. But first, he must show Eden the gift he got her. He has such an amazing heart. Love that kid. We enter the bonus room {really a bedroom} where Eden is watching Beauty and Beast. She yells, "I need a bowl" I am frozen. Not sure how much time passed. I look down at the floor and see a hat box. I dump that out and before I get it under her, the beast is unleased. Vomit. With chunks. On the fabric chair AND the long shag carpet. Double your pleasure. I grab her head and try to aim her projectile for the cardboard hat box. Then her hair starts getting in her puke. What? I have to hold her hair too? I have short hair for a reason. I am desperately trying to keep the puke in the hat box and her hair out of the way. This is no small task. Eden askes Elijah for some napkins and I ask him to grab a pony for her hair. It all happened so fast. And I didn't run. I faced my fear. Last time I was near her puking I ran the other direction. I didn't earn any parenting awards for that. Good thing she was like 2 years old and can't remember it. Now, the aftermath. I set the hatbox down to help clean her face and put her hair up. RED flag. Or moron flag. Or something. The hat box is not designed to hold liquid. It had begun leaking out bottom onto fabric chair. 

We get things cleaned up, and I strip both of us and do the laundry. I call a girlfriend and ask how to get puke from fabric chairs. I am almost done. I am feeling proud. And the smell starts to get to me. Girlfriend warns me that a repeat performance is likely. I can't imagine that to be true. RED flag

Both kids are super tired. I declare 7:15 bedtime. Now, where should Eden sleep? They share a room in the rental, and she sleeps on the top bunk. Thinking this could turn out bad. I ask her brother to trade beds. He thinks that could turn out bad. There is no place for a mattress on the floor in our room. Darn rental. So, it starts to become clear that she is going to sleep with me. If you know me well, I don't like this. I didn't co-sleep. I didn't nurse from my bed. I don't want any child in it whiile I am sleeping. I am such a light sleeper that I never get any sleep. But, with daddy at work, I decide I would give it a go. By 7:30 she is fast asleep on daddys side of the bed. I am thinking we are out of the woods. I did put a few towels down and a puke bucket just in case. 

A great friend brings over an emergency kit. Cheesecake Truffles for me, cupcakes for me, stickers for Eden. I love great friends. Wait, the 4 cupacakes were to share? Oops. I consume much sugar and chocolate and am feeling better. Proud of my accomplishments. 

I go talk with Elijah and hear about his weekend. We do our regular bedtime routine and I come back to bed. Lights off because Eden is sleeping. I put my phone on vibrate and get ready to surf the net in the quiet. Then my phone starts vibrating. Its fantastic husband. I answer and start to whisper. He can't hear me. I whisper louder. He is not sure what is going on. Then I hear it.... the sound of lots of water splashing. RED flag. Red alert. Holy smokes. She is puking in my bed...........

I didn't hear her because I was too busy whispering to dear husband. So, round 2 of clean up begins. How does it happen so fast. She was just sleeping. Then she was splashing. No words in between. It was dark so she aimed for the bowl. Some made it, some didn't. Some missed the towel. And back to that long shaggy carpet. Awesome. She is crying, which wakes up Elijah. He gets up out of his bed and goes to get her more napkins for her face and nose. 

I slept terrible. Every time I heard any noise, I sat up thinking she may be puking. She sat up wondering why I was sitting up. I got up to pee, she woke up. We are both such light sleepers. Nobody really slept. Except Elijah. She made it through the night. Praise God. She was heartbroken to find out that she couldn't go to school. Neither of my kids have ever missed a day of school for being sick. She hated driving him there and dropping him off. Torture. 

We get back and open the sticker book.

 

And there she has sat the whole day today. She has proclaimed many times how much she loves all the stickers and the big drawing pad and us working together and how much fun it is. She has worked on them for 5 hours. She just told me that she loves staying home with me. And wants to do it everyday......

WHAT? HOMESCHOOL? I can only conquer one fear a year. 

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